OK HERES MY SYPTONS, NOT WITH IT IN DREAMY STATE, TREMBLING INSIDE THAT CARN'T STOP, FEEL FAINT, NUMB, WEAK, FLUSHED, TINGLY FACE AND TIGHT FACE ROUND MOUTH AND CHIN, NERVOUS INSIDE LIKE GOING TO DENTIST OR SOMETHING, SIT HUDLED UP REALLY TENSE AS ITS MY WAY OF DEALING WITH IT, DIZZY, EVEN HOLD MY MOUTH TENSED GRITTING TEETH, FEEL LIKE I CANNOT BREATHE. BEEN TO DOCS AND GOT PROPRANOLOL BEATABLOCKERS MG NOT MUCH HELP AS VERY RELUCTANT TO TAKE TABS. MY DAD IN HOSPITAL HAD OPERATION YESTERDAY AND I WENT TO SEE HIM ON TUESDAY HAD CONTINUOUS PANIC FOR HOUR HAD TO LEAVE IN END WHICH UPSET HIM AND ME AND HAVE'NT BEEN ABLE TO GO BACK AND HAVE TO THE SHAKING AND FAIN FEELING SO STRONG DON'T KNOW HOW YOU DON'T FAINT THAT I CAR'NT WALK AND HAVE TO GET OUT THATS BEFORE I EVEN GOT TO THE WARD TERRIFIED GOINNA PASS OUT AND END UP IN THERE WITH SOMETHING WRONG, DOC SAYS ITS PANICPLEASE HELP WAT I DO CARN'T HANDLE THIS LIKE I USED TO BE ABLE, WAT IS WRONG WITH ME WHY CAR'NT I GET RID OF THIS, THESE FEELING ARE PRESENT ALL DAY I WAKE UP LIKE IT MIGHT GO AWAY FOR HOUR OR SO THEN BANG RIGHT BACK AGAIN, TERRIFIED TO GO OUT NOW. PLEASE TELL ME WHATS WRONG AM I GOING MAD OR SOMETHING KEEP HAVING NIGHTMARES ABOUT ENDING UP IN HOSPITAL HAVING BREAKDOWN AND THAT SCARES ME.
