Your right, Luckily when the urges come on, I would have to drive a few miles to get the smokes. Gives me more time. I don't want to mess up 5 days either. Just wish I had a Mother instead of another child to deal with. It is so awful. She has put me through the most stressful times of my life. She has me blackmailed because if I don't abide by her she will keep by 15 year old brother from me as well. But I guess he is growing up and soon she won't have him for her pawn anymore. This has been going on since my Dad died 5years ago. They were divorced and she treated him the way I now am treated, it got passed to me. I am 30 years old and still being scolded and told what to do with my life , who I should associate with,how I should raise my children. She will do everything in her power to destroy me in order to gain for herself. She has a curse of Jealousy. Anyone is you pray out there. Please pray for her. she is filled with so much evil.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/9/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 5
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 81
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $25
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 9 [B]Mins:[/B] 36 [B]Seconds:[/B] 49
