Why i chose freedom over slavery. For the love of myself. For the love of my family. And yes i want to be here healthy and strong 20 years, more i hope down the road. I want my life back. I keep reading all the posts and am so grateful for your insight, just stay with me, i ask this because i have never faced up to this damn addiction before, you all sound strong and positive, and thats where i want to be, also to give back at some point, thanks jeanigirl